The week of Terror

Today has been a really great day. I have had a blast with my babygirl. This past week however was another story. I was betrayed by who I thought was my bestfriend. She got mad at me a couple of weeks ago and spread a horrible lie. She told a family member that I cheated on Jeff and her boyfirend over heard. So it has been 2 months since she said that and I just found out on Tuesday a week ago. Her boyfriend who is also Jeffs friend decided to let him know about what he heard. He did not want Jeff to tell me because he was afraid that I would tell Jessica and she would try to ruin his already messed up life.He was afraid that she would use his constant drug use to hurt him in his job and get him fired. First of all its not my fault that you are making those choices which he knows could burn him and second I really could care less about your life & what you have to loose this is about me & my life. I confronted her about it with her son standing there with us and I wanted so badly to just choke her or atleaset cause her some harm the way she has caused me. But because of Avery I tried to hold my tounge & anger. She knew thou. She told me that she was so sorry and that she was drunk & mad at me and wanted to hurt me. Tnkas for being honest (I think) but that dont cut it. She was messing with my life, my marriage my family and NO thats not ok. So I am very upset with her for spreading such a horriable lie and then with him for not coming to me with this piece of info but instead going to Jeff. That makes no sense. I could care less if I ever saw either one of them ever again. I do thou miss lil' Avery very much. I have had him all his life and will no longer be able to care for him. Delaney misses him too, for some reason today she has talked about her bes fiend Avies (thtas how she says it) Thats just breaks my heart. Its not her fault or his for them not being able to see each other anymore. Plus I miss him dearly. He had grown on me and became a part of our family. It is not his fault that his parents are idiots and dont deserve to raise children in their messed up worlds. But, that is not for me to decide or pass judgement on. They will have to answer for their actions one day. But until then I will just have to thank God for lessons learned and for the chance to hopefully make a good impact on a very special little boys life.